What's your porn?

Is it this?


Or is it this?
Maybe it's this.....


Or, perhaps it's this....
Or, maybe you are like me and it's this....

On some days....any one of the above could be considered my porn. Any one of them could cause arousal....for me. Any one of these foods could put me into a frenzy that could only be described as euphoric.....the pictures alone could cause me to crave it, desire it, go to great lengths to get it and then devour it in a state of complete satisfaction. And not want to stop. Until I could go no more.
I couldn't help myself.
My amygdala was making me do it.


These are the things I learn when my mind is free, my time is not scheduled and I can lounge in my bed watching Good Morning America without a care in the world. These are the pieces of information I can absorb when my life allows me to connect with the people and the places and the things that are always in my life but that I'm just not present enough to really do it.
Sure, Good Morning America is on my TV set every morning as I get ready for work. I really do listen to what they are saying as I glide on my lip gloss and choose my shoes. But, do I really connect to it? Do I really embrace the stories and the news and the information and see how it fits into my life? And, do I really put myself into the moment and grow as a person from what I am hearing?
Alright, alright....so I'm getting a little carried away here....
Only because I'm so much more connected to my feelings and my inner Judi.
But, still....
Hearing this story this morning gave me one more reason to love my Lapband.

Yes, vacations are so euphoric.....