a lousy sleep schedule and an even worse eating schedule......
I promise to get it all fixed up next week.
I'm just horribly out of whack.
For starters, it's still semi-Christmas around my house.
If you recall, I was in the middle of de-decorating when my Uncle took a turn for the worse and then passed away on Saturday.
So, I have bags and boxes piled on the dining room table, the Christmas tree is still dressed and standing in it's place and Santa is still hanging out on my porch---as are all the Merry Christmas signage, the lights, the reindeer and the garland.....
Then, there's the fact that I have paperwork galore to finish up......just waiting for me to get an hour or two to organize it and then do it.
Then, there's Toni. She's still home for a few more days. We need to get her packed up.
And, of course, I want to spend my extra time with her.
And, last but not least--I'm just sad.
A little more than sad, to be honest.
I'm feeling odd......anxious, scared, fearful.....I'm not sure how to describe it.
What I do know is that it's not a typical Judi-like feeling.
And, I don't like it.
When I get this way, I find myself turning to Cari, Miranda, Samantha and Charlotte for help.
With a side of chocolate and cheese.
It gets me through.
Yes, I turn to my Sex And The City girlfriends......on demand
And, I dig out some chocolate and some cheese.
And we spend the whole night together--into the wee hours.
Until I pass out......